30 weeks of sickness and health
30 weeks of naps
30 weeks of anxiety
But most of all....
30 weeks of loving you
30 weeks of pleading for you
30 weeks of being unbelievably grateful for you
The thought of only having 10 weeks left is exciting, but also heartwrenching
I love feeling you move
I love feeling you when I wake up
I love feeling you when going to sleep
I love feeling your kicks
I love feeling your sweet spirit
Most of all I love the opportunity to experience this one on one time with you
I'm so excited to hold you
I'm so excited to smell you
I'm so excited to feel you
I'm so excited to count your toes and fingers
But right now I mourn that the intimate one on one time I have with you is drawing to an end
No matter how miserable I feel
No matter how hard it is to sleep
No matter how tired I am
I have loved this time with you
